| We practiced for the talent show at his house. 'Twas fun... his house is so comfy and cute. Damien Rice officially rules. And so does he at guitar... fuckin' amazing. Love him, haha.
After that, another drunken night. We got close as always and I'm such a lightweight I realized. I was the only girl but it was still fun. I love it. I still have more alcohol. I have to save it for Mary since she's sick. D: <333 It was awkward at first, but after more people came, I found it awesome. I almost got to hook up with my junior dinner date... but then my phone rang, haha. It's cool though.
My ex and I hang out a lot now. I'm so glad... I hope to see him this whole break... or at least more than once. I don't want this to be over.
Notice how most of these entries are after I'm home from being drunk. Love pre-gaming it. Especially when I don't have a hang over the next day. Word.
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| I'm rekindling old flames with my one of my ex-boyfriends.
I finally have him looking my direction again. It was really nice to be in his arms last night. I've been wanting that ever since we broke up. He honestly is my favorite. He tried to kiss me the whole night. Then he finally asked if he could and I said no. How stupid of me, right?
I don't know what to do. I liked just flirting with whatever guy I laid my eyes on and not think much of it. But I've been longing for him for a while so it's different.
I don't know. I'm just really confused.
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| Damn, I haven't written in forever. Things have been interesting. I realized I've become a different person. But I'm not sure if that's a good thing or not, haha. I never used to get so drunk this often. I enjoy it a lot, though. And cigarettes seem a lot more enjoyable than it did before, haha. Relationships don't even come to mind anymore.... just hook ups. I break guys hearts and I don't feel bad because I'm too infatuated with another, even more cuter looking guy. I've been recently talking to one of my ex-"boyfriends". We're good friends now and he's decided to play with me for the talent show over here. Maybe this will lead to something more... I don't know. ;D But he is adorable and I can't keep my hands off him. This is what happens when you live in Sleepy Hollow, unfortunately. |
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| I got two tickets for the Dir en grey concert(for me and Kuri). I am tres excited. Nokia Theater is freakin' huge and amazing from what I hear. I'm just not excited to wait over 6 hours. But that's in February. I'll worry about that later. And it'll probably be worth it. I don't think I'll want to go home. I'll probably sleepover at Kuri's. XD That's all that's new. Oh and I might quit taking lessons on violin. It's a big decision but my piano teacher is right, I have to think about what will benefit me later on. And focusing all on piano is what I should be doing. The technique on the violin was taught to me all wrong from the very beginning and up until last year did I know that I was playing COMPLETELY wrong. e___e Grrrr for public schools. So yeahh... piano all the way<3 And photography on the side. |
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| So happy.
I really, really like him. We made lots of eye contact today while I played piano for the chorus. We always do...yet we've never spoken a word to each other. We will...eventually. Next time I see him, I'll tap on his shoulder and say hi. ^^;;
Or not. ;P
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